I am tired of life and living it all alone
I am tired of pain of one minute they’re here, the next, they’re gone
I am tired of stress and anxiety that builds up inside of me
and to everyone else, it remains unknown
I am tired of heart-breaks and heart-aches and disappointment
The type of disappointment that makes you lose all hope
The type of disappointment, that makes you never want to go
places, meet people and explore.
I am tired of feeling blue and under the weather,
It makes me wonder if it’s just me or whether
other people experience it too.
I am tired okay. Aren’t you?
I am tired of everything that makes me overthink
I want to be as a light as a feather, empty of misery, dread and fear
I am tired of faces that stare and mouths that talk when they know nothing
I am tired of questions, from those who pretend to like me
I am tired of the loud voices in my head, the dark thoughts of sometimes wishing I was de-
I am tired of my life, my tears and my sadness
I am tired of that feeling you get when it is 3:45 am
And you’re all alone with what scares you the most, you, yourself alone.
That sense of lost… Grief yearning for some relief… I am tired of it.
But above all the things that I am tired of…
I am tired of being tired.